hahahaah. i went to sleep at 9.30 yesterday and woke up at 11.50 today. oh my, i am so awake now. hahaha. but it shows that i was so exhausted. well, yesterday was AMAZING.

i wonder if i will cry again. because it was such a special day. and cedar was such a special school. and 2P was such a special class and guides was such a special cca. oh well, its a long long post ahead.

well, i went to school a little sad. knowing that it would be the last day. but i guess i wasn't really prepared to get emotional and all. hahaha. i mean, i owed such wonderful years to that school. i had so much fun with everyone. and i grew so much as a person.

in the morning there was the prize presentation kinda? and i got my report book. Thank you 2P for cheering for me! ILY. school was kinda normal i guess at the start of the day.
but like 2P was so so UNITED! we finally came together as 1 whole class. it was as though all the problems were forgotten and it was just a new day. nobody really like cared about the past i guess. it was kinda of such a significant day that you just wished you could hold on to everyone, whether you were close to them or not. so we cheered and cheered and cheered! it was so so much fun. it was so long since the class cheered together since there we no more jogging periods and all. so it just felt so good! we also did "billy banja" together and had a blast, as well as the friendship dance. my, thinking of it just brings so much good memories. i am actually getting goosebumps right now. HAHA. i'm sorry 2P if i wasn't that good a monitress, if i couldn't help to unite the class and help to solve the problems. i'm sorry if i wasn't able to lead the class and just make all of us feel as 1 whole.

But well, i just one everyone in 2P to know that you all have a place in my heart. i really hope that everyone will be able to SHINE and just be the best person they can be :)

2P 2P!
we love 2P!
we are one big family!
2P 2P wo ai ni! :D:D:D:D:D:D

thankyou siti!

i want all the class photos right now. all the ones that we took and that we had fun with! hahaha. even though we were still split up into our clicks. it just showed the wonderful spirit we shared together. we had food kindly brought by rachel, and also some others, im not sure sorry. but well THANKYOU:) i took quite a lot of photos i guess. i wanted photos with HAWK and also GUIDES! and i took with like ppl in 2P of course. and i also took with like sam and sherilynn and also like a lot of teachers.

it was really funny. i actually wanted to thank a lot of the teachers personally. for all their dedictation that helped me to do my best in all that i did. and also for helping to teach me a lot of life lessons. hhaha. i told Mr Ang abt me leaving and i got a talk. hahaha, it was kinda intimidating. because mr ang is really tall. but well, i was told that i need to inderpendant and that i will be missed. and that i should do my best. thats abt the gest. But, thankyou mr ang! oh and its not inorder but ms cheang gave us like crackers! so sweet! and she also came to like give us the stuff. and also like a short talk. Ms cheang is so nice! we did ms cheang banja for her! HAHA. and she was like laughing and i guess feeling embarassed. oh and you know we called ms cheang to take photo and also mr chai! so mr chai came out and then told him we wanted to take photo.

(mr chai is really tall and has a very deep vioce btw)
mr chai: wait wait
me, chloe and noorul: huh?
mr chai comes out with super old and kinda tattered "the living past" textbook
we and ms cheang: laugh
i (standing beside mr chai): ah. he so tall
(mr chai and bends knee or something to bcome shorter)
mr chai: must say history!
(noorul taking photo)
mr chai: history history!
HAHAHAHAHA.

i went around to pass some little presents to the ixorians. and some letters too. but very sadly, i didn't manage to write letters for a lot of them that i wanted to!!!! and that is very terrible. so i am going to write them now! hahha. or at least as soon as possible.

TE TA TE TA TANG. TE TA TE TANG. (its supposed to be our bell sound btw) but well it came the last part of the day. and then BOOM. everyone is crying. lots and lots i tell you. it was at first a few. then came abigail. who started crying really really badly. and her laugh is also very funny. but like it spread and spread to everyone. and then i started crying and crying and crying. the thing was every time i saw someone i knew, i would cry again. i think i actually hugged a lot of different people. many many many of them. because with every time i saw them, i remembered the memories and how it wouldn't be the same again after i leave.

i HUGGED and HUGGED and HUGGED. it couldn't be helped. i guess just needed to show some emotion. so i cried when i saw everyone you know.

i'm sorry if can't thank everyone but i thank in groups.

THANK YOU 2P for giving me the joy and love. thank you for allowing me to be able to show my leadership. thank you for letting me grow and showing me the love that i need. it has been great representing you guys as your monitress. and how we have worked together to achieive such a wonderful reputation for ourselves. how whenever i say i'm from 2P i will be so proud and be so happy. it reminds me of so many memories. how i spent 2whole years with 1 class. i just cannot thank you enough.

THANK YOU GUIDES! i love each and every one of you okay! guides has been such a wonderful experience for me and it has been one of my most fun times! you guys have showed me so much love and also so much comfort. how we watch over each other and how we are all sisters! thank you all my seniors for teaching me all i need to know in guides, for the fighting spirit that i need but also all the love and care we show for each other, i respect and admire all of you. for the sec 1s: my only juniorss. i'm sorry if i haven't really got to know many of you but i just hope that you will be able to have so much FUN in guides and learn all that i have. and to the SEC 2s, all i can say is i love you! thank you IXORA for all the love:):):)

cedar cedar guides walking down the street singing "doom ba di di di di dum di di doom"
cedar cedar guides rocking to the beat singing "doom ba di di di di dum di di doom"
we look good we look fine and we have fun all the time! ah (clap clap clap) [x4]
CEDAR, YO!

THANK YOU TEACHERS for guiding me and teaching me. for allowing me to focus and learn. and work hard for my dreams.

THANK YOU HAWK! even though i've only known all of you for only a while. i know that our friendship is strong and that we'll be together! thankyou for showing me how important it is for us to be united and also that we watch over each other. such that no one is alone. i trust all of you!

stonger than steel.
faster than light.
HAWK won't stop
till we win the fight!

and lastly, thanks to everyone i have known in cedar. whether big or small.all of you have made my life a whole lot more special and i will remeber you forever!
my photo gallery of dedication willl come a little later and also my one of the ice skating experience. sorry!

FRIENDS FOREVER :)