i'm sad.
i don't know why but i've been rather down these days.
hmm, like over the weekend and all.
i guess i've just been thinking more you know like about everything.
haha, school's been well school. nothing really that special happening lately though
oh but well we changed our places today! hahaa. its not bad i guess:) hope that i'll have fun! HAHA

anyway, back to my mood. haven't been too happy!
like it actually like takes energy to smile lately.
ah sigh i don't know.
haha. people said i've been rather emo. haha. i think so too.
oh well, school's tough! i must say i don't think i'm doing very well and all.
i think i'm cedar sick. i miss everything about cedar. so so so much.
friends i'm thinking of you:)
its still puzzles me, like i still don't know if like coming to VJ is the right thing. but i guess cedar's all in the past so i just have to like do my best here! i know i'm enjoying myself:) can't believe the year has passed so fast.

and oh about sunday:D
thank you natasha dear! you made my day special:D



hahhaha. today was lots of fun:)

thank you like lorlor, justin and sister for all the heart to heart talks! HAHA.
hmm, and blenda, camel, david, samuel for the fuzzball! :D

oh well, but today is EMODAY.
i think i'm kinda suffering from like "after ECP syndrome"
like suddenly thinking about so so much. so i''m emo.
not to mention, i have loads of things to do. i'm so scared i will fail chinese. AH.

jiayou dawn.
the day isn't right when you're sad:(
but somehow i can't help it.


why is chinese so hard.


eek.

dawn was emo today! HAHAHA.
not really but like i was for chinese. my gosh! like she keeps on piling on all the work. and i do not well at it all. and errr, its bad. so i was sad. so me and louisa were emoing in our table. HAHA.
but i'm happy now! just back from school a while ago! floorball was hmm, nice?:D

hahaha. anyway, physics test was not very the good.
ahhhhhhhhhhh. but well, i don't care! because i have no like homework due tomorrow! HEHE.

and i'm really high.
seeing natasha on sunday! HAHAHAHA:D YAY



hahahah.
i'm happy! because i actually have time today! WHOO WHOO.
there's free time!

had half day today!:) because the a level results rocked! :D
hahahaha.
you know like half of our class was all hardworking! HAHAHA.
we stayed back mugging! doing maths homework! LOG MAKES ME SAD:(
but YAY! thanks so much for all the help. because my maths is totally dying.

HAHA.
well, mr ng didn't change our seats!
which was quite surprising. but i guess also good:D
hahahaha. yes. you know i was like so so nervous throughout the whole time! i mean i need to sit with hmm, a really talkative person? who is really really SMART. such that i have help! HAHA:) that would be good! :D but i will definitely miss my table partners! and like the table. haha. me and louisa were like hugging the table. such wonderful times! but no matter what the sisterhood sticks together! :) WHOO.

so after like having a hard hard time doing maths, we went to parkway! KFC! hahahaha.
it was like a big group so not much talk about DEEP stuff apart from the "creation" "why is blue blue" and like "string theory" stuff. things that well, DEEP. hahaha. so yeah.

now i'm home! happily relaxing and my to i love it! :D
hahaha. but but but, PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW. boo.



hahaha. i have been addicted to reading!
sheesh. and you know what was my reason?
"if i don't finish reading the book, i'll be distracted from work" HAHA. it feels good to know i'm not the only one who feels that way.

so well, all that stands in the way of me and finishing homework is CHINESE.
hahaha. but its okay! i'm confident of getting it done. i have to! :)

looking forward to school tomorrow!
haven't been there for like so long. eh wait, i went there yesterday.
but that was different. i miss 09v11!

aahaha. can't believe that the holidays are over. though they didn't really feel like the holidays i did enjoy myself! :D sadly i didn't meet up with 6A! i miss wen xin and natasha and and everyone else! :(

and facebook is cool!
hahaha. i have reached awareness of the broad world. so many people have facebook!
HAHAHA. but facebook is totally flooding my inbox :X

What can i do               
When I see the beauty of a sunset's glory,
Amazing artistry across the evening sky
When I feel the mystery of a distant galaxy
It awes and humbles me to be loved
By a God so high

What can I do but thank You,
What can I do but give my life to You
Halle- lu- jah, hallelujah
What can I do but praise You,
Everyday make everything I do a hallelu - jah
A hallelujah, hallelu - jah


When I hear the story of a God of mercy
Who shared humanity and suffered by our side
Of the cross they nailed You to, that could not hold You
Now You're making all things new by the power
Of Your risen life

i wish to see it as though i've only got a little bit of work left!
as though i'll be able to enjoy my weekend happily, with not a single thing to put me down.

but somehow i can't.
because i have homework.
and lots of it. it surprises me that like vs people are actually so so hardworking :O shocking right?
hahaha. but well, i'm stuck in a class full of them (no offence) but well, that means that i'll have to work work work work work super hard!

and that STRESSES ME:(
hahaha. hmmm, maybe i am stressed.
but nobody seems to believe that i will get depressed.
i said if i don't do chinese i'll be tired and stressed and i'll go to school on monday depressed and i got laughs.

HAHAHA.
but well, i guess its just a part of life.
(i'm talking about homework btw)
i need tuition. someone tuition me pls:D:D:D

okay, attempting to do homework!
1. get myself off msn.
2. quick mozilla
3. open microsoft

yes i will do it! i tried to and in the end i only had to words in my document. "LA" hahaha.
jiayou jiayou dawn! :D

floorball tomorrow!:)



THANKS!
samantha, alex, melinda and tessa!
you made my day fun and oh so SPECIAL!

and thank you samantha lai for you sms:D

i don't want to drift!
i really don't want to:(

anyway, meeting chloe, noorul and shirlene tomorrow!
WHEE. so excited! HAHAHA.

and dawn printed her photos!
HER SCRAPBOOK IS GOING TO BE SO BEAUTIFUL!
even though nothing has been done yet i know it will be.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm high. but once i'm off the com i know i'll be stressed. eekk

nvm, dawn's ever smiley!


GUESS WHAT?
i have finally got my photos done! going to send them from printing today!
OMGOSH i am so excited! that will mean that i can start on my scrapbook! AHAHAHAHAHA.
i feel quite high! anyway, thank you so much noorul for going shopping with me! :D

haha. going to alex's house later! YAY. i miss guides!

on a sadder note, like chloe has kindly stated. i cannot smile.
i have officially lost my skills:(
and I HAVE TONS OF HOMEWORK!


i'm tired.

and worried that i'm doomed for homework. GOSH :(



DAWN'S BACK!

camp was great! 09v11 made the camp so special! :D i mean, everyone guided each other so much and we had so much fun and we bonded so much and we hypered so much and we spamed so many photos! HAHA. well, camp was great! i can't believe like 5days are over. you know i feel as though i'm been away for like so so LONG! hahaha. i missed my bed.

HAHA. yesterday i was exhausted. by the time i got home it was like dinner time! hahaha. had a nice nice lunch:) anyway, yes so after dinner i slept then woke up at 11pm then watched tv and went blog hopping and then slept at 2am and then i woke up at 2pm today! because i was hungry:) HAHA. okay thats all. anyway, i'll post about the camp tomorrow or something. because i know that my post will be like so so so super duper long! :)

anw, dawn is officially DON the guy due to losing our voice. so right not its the BROTHERHOOD. hahaha. its quite fun having my voice like this you know! though i must say it is a little creepy! i'm a guy! HAHAHA. so i was like "yo dude." and i got weird looks. HAHA. oops

there was CAMPFIRE! you know they gave out song sheets for LINGER! i scream scream scream hyper and then i CRIED. hahaha. i couldn't believe that the camp was going to be over. and then i missed CEDAR with guides, 2P, hawk, COALS, everything! hahaaha.

i love this photo! :D

anyway, i know i know that you have really really been waiting for this! even if you haven't, pretend that you have! :):):):):):):) HAHAHAHA.

-music and drum roll...-

the DEDICATIONS! -screams!-

HAHA. anyway, before i start, thank you for all those who had their little words of appreciation to me! HAHAHA:) it has brightened my day and now you get yours! HAHA. haha, this is not in any particular order. and sorry if not everyone has photos! :(

LORRAINE: hello dear! my wonderful tent buddy! it has been great in camp with you! i've got to know you so much better my dear "fairly weird" friend! HAHAHA. its been loads of fun with you thanks for giving me your fork to eat with, laughing with me, whispering with me at night, laughing at me and saying i'm spastic and hahahaha lying down on sharp pointy grass with me!
you're great dear! hahahaha. its just sad that we're not very good zi-pai people! HAHA. i'll rmb the memories forever! haha. i know you're not a trustable tent stick pull-ler! and also a rope-puller! HAHAHAHAHA. but still, love you!


JIAYAN: hahaha. you've been such a great friend dear! the camp has definitely got me to see the other side of you! HAHA. your laugh has never failed to make me smile and also you're so funny! hahaha. don't be sad and miss your parents during camp again okay! because you'll always have me and everyone else! thanks for all the hugs and care! it was so fun to be in the same tent and room as you! thanks for all the things we've talked about, all the things you've said, all the things we've learned, and all the times we've shared! HAHA. your "snore" saved us all! :)


LOUISA: my "cannot swim buddy" hello:D the camp was really fun ya:D ahahaha. thanks for being there for me and sharing my fear! i'm really glad that we went snorkling together! you've encouraged me so much and thanks for being so STRONG! even when it was hard for you! :):):) thanks for sharing so much with me and always watching out for me! HAHAHAHA. you were so helpful through the whole camp so thank you! tent mates WHOOHOO! and don't cry dear! :) i'll be there for you! HAHAA.

JUSTIN: thank you so so much LIFE SAVER! for all the help for the mountain climb and the boat rowing and the snorkling and the bag carrying and the insect killing and everything else! i've really got to know you a lot a lot better through the camp! HAHAAH. thanks for being with me all the time and also offering help when you're needed! i would have died if not for you! this isn't really a long post or anything but i just want to say thanks! its a big big big thing and i don't know how to express how grateful i am to you! you rock justin! :D haha. when you scream your voice gets so loud! HAHA. so THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! :) i will always smile! you do too! math buddies! :)


RAMESH: hahaha. BROTHER! thank you for really being so nice! and providing for us! hahaha. with all your food like the milo and the sweets and the cookies! and also helping to carry our things! the camp wouldn't have been the same without you! HAHA. your jokes and funny enthics definitely made me laugh so thank you for looking after us!!!! hahaha. your mother-ly-ness shows! :D:D:D HAHAHAHAHA. oh and you're a very good good acting! i can't help but laugh seeing you! "GOD!" -flash flash torchlight-


DAVID: thanks for all your words of encouragement and all your help! you've been a great CT rep helping to get drinks and all the other help you've given us! HAHA. with all your funny weird hyper enthics and super sickness! i've got to know you better through this camp! HAHA. vain pok who screams like a chicken when your hair gets touched and has super strenchy face skin, and super HYPER spells and weird, "lets drop my wallet our of the window-ness" HAHA. oh and also, SCREAMS AND ACTS LIKE HE"S GONNA CRY WHEN YOU WANT TO TAKE PHOTOS NESS! hahaha. well, its been great and you should know that i really appreciate all your help! your words have touched us all. thanks for helping with my bag too christmas tree! :)
looks so auntie! haha

LIM XI the camel: HAHAHAHA. bridge crazy friend! :) hmmm hmmm, haahahaha. it was very fun chatting to you through waiting for the nightwalk and all the funny things that we did! (spying on you know who! haha) you may think that "i can read your mind!" hahaha so i can win you in zi gou pa!!!! HAHA. its been a lot of fun with you and getting to know you better! HAHA. i can teach you the art of reading lips! haha. anyway, thanks for all the help SECOND christmas tree! i would have died with my bag :p

BLENDA: thanks for all your food Blenda! i feel so bad but thank you for being so nice and openly sharing it with us! i really think you're such a strong girl! being able to climb the mountain so well! it was really nice being together with you in BRAVO! hahaha. and also thanks for encouraging me and having fun with me! :D the camp has provided so many happy memories! :)


HONG LAN: hello BRAVO mate and volux mate! we're been through a lot in this camp! haha. thats for helping with the SAMPAN! even though i think we're not very good sampan rowers or just sitting in sampan people! HAHA. but i must say it definitely was very fun with you! hahahahaha.

CASSANDRA: HELLO! hahahahaha. thank you for giving me your bar and everything else that you shared with me! HAHA. it was very fun playing with you and observing you know who and hiding our bar from the other you know who! HAHA. it was really funny! :D haha. thanks for watching over me and sharing fun times with me! :D its been such great fun together with you doing so so many different things! love you! :D

SAMUEL: hahaha. thanks for helping out though i think you were quite emo through the camp! HAHAHA. smile more samuel! anyway, thanks for being helping with my bag and all the little stuff that you've done to contribute to making the camp so special lorry driver! HAHA. i know i have made you like ALPEN bars now! hahahaha. YAY!


SANJEEV: bobo! thank you for being such a wonderful welfare rep watching over all of us! giving us drinks and also sharing your food! thanks for being so nice and caring and buying the whole pack of chocolate just because i didn't get one! it was really sweet so thank you! its great that you persevered on even though it was so tough climbing the mountain! i think you're just so nice and i really appreciate all that you've done! you know your hand really scared me so much! haha. this is for you if you want it as a memory! :) haha. also thanks for your smiling face and making me laugh and encouraging us! :D oh and you have a great bimbo walk! WHOO.

scary right!

SAMANTHA: hahaha. bigbird the canary with no more identity crisis! HAHA. you funny funny friend! we;re sadly in "hell" together. HAHA. anyway thanks for being so nice and such a fun person! for cheering along with me and being happy with me! i love your smile and your laughter! hahaha. its been so nice with you in yet another camp! thanks for also sharing so many things with me! you rock dear! CEDAR MATES! :D

CHRISTINE: chichi! hahaha. i know you don't really like that name but it fits! :D well, i hope that you have enjoyed the camp though you weren't that excited for it! hahaha. it was un chatting with you and laughing with you! i could here your voice so loud in the bus! HAHA. thanks for the times and the comfort and lending me your shoulder to lie on! HEHE:D

JACK: hello brother! you're really so cute you know! HAHA. i hope your cracked skin is getting better! take care of your face! you were so pink! hahaha. anyway, i'm sorry i wasn't able to protect you from evil BRANDON! but don't worry i will try to help you next time okay? haha. thank you for being so nice and helping out! i really appreciate that you were so nice to help and wash our mass tins for us! :) so sorry your shoes got wet! hahaha. anyway, SISTERHOOD forever! :D hahaha. you're such a joy you know! :D

ALEX: hahaha. alex! you're a great friend! so thank you for helping and contributing with the class spirit! though you happen to give me the weird look and add on to my insultings! HAHA. but nvm, its great to see you enjoy yourself in the camp and in the bus! and of course you're in BRAVO! hahahaha. smile and cheer cheer! :D:D:D


MARCUS: hahaha marcus! thankyou for being so resourceful and being so willing to lend us all your stuff! you have cool products like all the sprays! so thank you so much! and well, i think you're a real good ghost story teller! it was nice to see you so into the story and all! :D hahaha. it was fun with you in camp! though you evilly tried to like capsize our sampan! HAHA. hope we can get to know each other better! be dawn-friendly! haha:) and also giving me the chocolate! you didn't have to feel bad but thank you so much!:D

CLARA: hey table partner! hahahaha. i hope you had fun in the camp! :D thanks for helping and contributing and making the camp so fun! haha you definitely were very strong! thanks for keeping your spirit up and also smiling! because that is really so important! :)

AMANDA: hello amanda! thank you so much for being so smiley for getting in and cheering and being participative! you've contributed to making 09v11 so happy! :D thanks for your cheery face and your nice greetings every time i see you! your email really touched me! love 09v11! and i hope that you enjoyed camp:D

RIO: you're a real great climber! can go back and help us! :D ahaha. well, thank you for the help! :) hehehehe. it was funny seeing you be quite happy about the capsize! HAHA. but well, it was nice to have you and be with you in 09v11! i hope you had fun:) its been nice seeing you so happy! :D

PRATIK: hey mr iniative! i still can't believe that you climbed the super high mountain! hahaha. but then again you're such a good climber! haha. thank you for offering your help and being so participating! :D you've been great help so i really appreciate it! :) and lastly thanks for stepping up and lending a hand! and also being so great and happy sharing wiht us your super duper nice biscuits! i'm officially a fan you know! HAHA:)

ROY: roy! hahah. thanks for helping out in the mountain and all. you know when you wore the poncho i totally thought you were like a training because of your tall tall height! you were realy helpful so thank you! and also your singing is so amazing! i loved what you did to TOP OF THE WORLD so thank you! :D you made the singing of all of us sound wonderful :) the song now has such an special place in my heart. thankyou! :D

APRIL: hey april! hahaha. it was nice to see you so hyped up and happy with camp! seeing you so happy at campfire also made me happy! :D hahaha. and i found out that your laughter is so unique! :D well, i'm so happy that you feel conneted to 09v11 and all so YAY! :D go april! hahahaha. stay happy and smile! :D

YUNDI: and yundi my maths buddy! thanks for your help in the camp and in maths! :D haha. camp was fun but i don't think i talked that much to you! haha. but anyway, i liked that you felt happy in camp! and seeing you cheer was a bonus! :D whee.

okay i am FINALLY FINALLY DONE! and it feels so good. i'll talk about camp tomorrow! hopefully :D:D:D haha. YAY. happiness!

I ♥ 09v11!
its just goodnight and not goodbye.

don't have class photos! lorraine and samantha i want them please! :D


hello friends!
dawn is SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR
BINTAN!

AHAHAHAHA. great highness!

anyway dawn loves her table! :D its so full of very very fun and happy and funny people! HAHA.

you know our table had the SISTERHOOD and brother hood! with 3sisters and one brother. hahaha. there's me, louisa, jack and ramesh. ramesh is the sister btw. HAHA. anyway, so we were going on on how he'll be like "sister ramesh" that makes him sound like a nun. haha. which brought out this drawing. HAHA

-Ramesh unhappy about drawing-
(jack seeing the drawing) Jack: Ramesh not that cute
Ramesh: wah jack
(me and louisa laughing like mad)
Jack: sorry ramesh but sometimes the truth hurts.
Ramesh: fish you la jack. what happened to brotherhood.
Jack: i can hug you to show my brotherhood.

HAHA.




Ramesh was being really irrating with his "dude"ness so everyone said 'dao grass'!

me and louisa: dao grass
Jack: huh dao grass?
me: don't talk to ramesh.
(jack starts talking to ramesh)
me: jack! you're not supposed to talk to him
(continues talking)
me: jack!
jack: aiyo i can talk to nature...
i'm environmental rep.

HAHA. my table so fun! :D YAY

anyway, on friday we had the like DISC briefing. HAHA. it was fun i guess! 09v11 is so super united! :) WHOO. but sadly me and justin didn't get our ones! -sad sad face- anyway after that we went to PP! and ate at pastamania! it was so so fun! :D and brought about the BUD-DEE gang! hahah:D

and then later we went to BORDERS! with like paperchase! so so so nice! haha. BOBO was following me, cass and lor lor around as we happily went around the whole section! me and cass have a like serious OWL craze. haha. it was nice! i want more paper chase products! hehe.
we started touring a little and there was like the book "how to talk to a girl" written by a 9 year old boy. "try to show off your skills but don't be a show off" do not go around flapping your arms just to attract attention because she will think you need a brain" HAHA.

anyway went home with lor lor and camel :)

then yesterday met cass, camel and ramesh! we were supposed to do the banner but we ended up at like PLAZA SING doing more or less shopping! HAHA. i introduced them to the world of crafts and scrapbooking! HAHA. YAY! :D we spent a long time walking around and all. but it was fun! :) ate at long johns! after that went to camel's house and then we were joined by justin and david. HAHA. it was fun painting! :D okay i'm lazy to write more.

go to justin's blog for detailed indept description of the whole day! thank you justin! :D

family photo! HAHA. so funny.
cassandra! :)
this is supposed to be how i pose :X so no.

oh and don't contact me for the next 5 days! i will miss you all!

HAVE FUN AT OAC CEDARIANS! whoo:D



I'M DEAD.
died in chinese and chem test.
both= terrible. SIGH.
i feel sad and also well disappointed with myself. i don't know really. but well.
have chinese 听写 tomorrow! :(
AH.
someone smack me. i need to get out of this relaxed mode.

and well, DAWN IS GOING TO BINTAN ON MONDAY!
so exciting! i'm like really really looking forward to it:D WHOO! anyway, its cedar OAC too so have fun my dear friends! :)

i need to pack. i need to study. i need to do work.

courtesy of justin! too lazy to post other photos! HAHAH. well, MATHS GIVES ME A HEADACHE.
but it rocks having nice buddies and a GC and also that magnetic board thing.



taking photos can be dangerous!
uncle bobo fell down today! i hope you are fine:)

well, my class is either full of muggers or ultra smart people. and i'm sad to say this but I'M DOOMED. :( anyway, luckily i'm home like fairly early today! like the first time this week i think? AND yes it feels so good!

anyway, thank you VOLUX OGL's! the card is so absolutely nice! I LOVE IT! :) hehehe

i have got nice photos! but i still want more! HAHAHA.











i ♥ VOLUX! :)
thanks mu yao for photos! :D hahaha


CHEEK PINCHING DAY!

hello everyone!
hahah. due to dawn really really wanting the photos, i had to like use darel gor gor's com to get bluetooth! but whoo! :) i have new photo updates! HAHAHAHA.

exciting! woowoo. i love 09v11! we're such a fun and happy and active and loud and crazy class. though the class contains many many not that nice people, i love 09v11! hahaha. the our class rocks! haha. if i like compile a list of all my insults i'm sure it will go on forever. HAHA. wait till i grow taller! WAHAHAHAHA:D

tuesday school is sad. we have maths, all 3 sciences and lit. AH. but of course everything is good once there is break! HAHA. and happy happy craziness! HAHAHA :) whee. anyway, i still have to make this really really quick because i have loads and loads of homework to do. i'm not surviving well you know! independant studying:( i miss cedar cedar cedar! haha

and well, it seems as though the guys have like nicer cheeks! haha. i went around pitching everyone's cheeks! it is very fun you know! i recommend everyone to try it! :D hahaha. like pitch both, then ask them to smile! they look so cute:) hahaha.

kampong buddies! :0

SOFA!
haha :D camel looks as though i killed him! haha. they look so unhappy! :( boo

we're all sitting on each other! haha. me, lou, jiayan and booblenda! :D

justin! so cute with my WONDERFUL tying skills! haha. so sad he cut his hair! :(

hahaha. balloon day! me, lor lor and hong lan! HAHAHA:)


hahahahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOE KANG!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN YING!