Saturday, November 28, 2009 Y 2:02 AM

WHOO PROGRAMMES!

hahahah. its 2.02am
ain't that cool! HAHAHAH. just finished my ice breakers proposal and discussing things with zhen ting! HAHAHA. still got lotsa things to do tmr! eek.

but its okay:D all for the sake of IPO! hehhe. and our juniors:D
just realised i haven't posted about the outing yet! soon soon!:D

HEHEH. tmr is going to be cedar open housse! i'm gonna be an IMPOSTER. wahahahha. see how it goes man! so excited to see the new school:D supposedly its very very AWESOME.
hahah. but true, cedar is always awesome! hehehe.

seeing guides tmr and special surprise for ming zhen the tallie! hehe:D


Wednesday, November 25, 2009 Y 12:28 AM

Onward to becoming CUCUMBERS!
"right now you guys are long beans, long and filmsy, i'll rather you all be cumcumbers, thick and strong" HAHAHAHAHA. it was really funny and cute at the same time that we were related to veggies!

*btw, that is larry the cucumber from veggie tales! go check out bob the tomato too:D

HAHAHAHA
anyway, not then i'm finally done with settling the headache due to IPO changing to 3 days, i can post about the killer trainiing!

HAHAH. killer but i guess very very fruitful, so YAY us!
hahahaha. it was like way way long. training was supposed to be from 5-7pm and i reached home at 9.20pm, WITHOUT DINNER! hmmm, lets see, we did:
  • 5 sets of drills
  • close to hmm, say, 400 push ups
  • over 100 crunches
  • over 100 squats
  • 70 (1,2,3,4) star jumps
  • 7 sets of suicides
  • shots shots shots
  • and like other stuff that i don't rmb
HAHAHAH. i'm gonna start aching tomorrow!
AH.
hahaha. but despite everything, it was lotsa fun:D we're a TEAM!
must be more serious about floorball from now on! WHEEEEE.

shall become super fit and strong like jia yan:D
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

YAY! anyway me and zhen ting are done with the changes! WHOO:D

PSL meeting was really like on, we had loads of things to discuss so i think it kinda went well!

go programmes comm:D:D:D IPO is going to be AWESOME with all of us around! HAHAH.

chinese proj at JY's house tmr:D
HAHAHA. i'm going to buy my pretty pretty paper! so excited:D HAHAHAH


Monday, November 23, 2009 Y 9:58 PM

BAM!
wen xin is a joke:D:D:D


hehehehe. anyway went to school today and met lou and the others for cell!
it was nice i guess:D hahah. smaller group so we got to like pray for each other and also share. it was nice! i think the desert song is cool:D
i'm learning like new songs from every session:D

haha. then after cell went to orchard to meet 6A people! hahaha. had vivian for company so it was cool:D HAHA. anyway, i got a little, take note, a little only, lost. HAHA. cos they changed the exit at somerset! but i think its cool! 313@somerset is going to be awesome. i think its cool that like so many shopping centres just keep popping up in town! though i really don't know where all the land comes from. its cool though!:D

hahaha. anyway, so we had lunch at burger king! and then we went to watch 2012!the movie is very good! though kinda thought provoking in some sense because you never know what will happen in the future. if the world really comes to an end in 2012, i'll only be 18! oh my sad sad life):

hahaha. anyway, IT WAS SUPER FUNNY IN THE MOVIE.
like half way right, i dropped my phone, and it was like quite far under the seat! so i was sitting beside wen xin, and we like trying to help me get it, so she was stretching and stretching....

and then she fell off the seat.
HAHAAHA. like whole butt off kind. HAHAHAHAHA.
i was laughing and laughing and laughing!
hahah. but still, thankyou so much dear! i love you:D

then after that we went to ngee ann! I AM TOTALLY BROKE NOW! eek. i went to buy my letterings again! wooden letterings are so costly! oh welll.
haha. sin fai and wen xin think i'm mad that it will put "wood" as they say it over food. but oh well, ITS PRETTTY:D

hahaha. i miss 6A peeps i guess! everyone's real real nice:D
i geuss when you've known everyone for like 5 years or even more, the feelings different.
despite all the adversity and differences, its like special is some way!:D
hehehe. love you guys! CHRISTMAS PARTY CHRISTMAS PARTY CHRISTMAS PARTY!
hahaha. li xin's the chair and i'm her advisor!:D

whee. IPO meeting like training tmr! EEK. another long day


Y 9:56 PM

YAY! thanks samantha:D
lunch group! hahaha.
after PSL training! hahah. sorry for the typo O: WHOOPS


Sunday, November 22, 2009 Y 10:19 PM

PSLs...... WHOOSH

BLEH.
hahahahha. i feel rather weird now! OH GOSH. i think i'm spending too much time on the com!
oh me oh my. nvm i'll just have to make this fast then!:D
HAHAHAA.

the PSL traning camp was awesome! HAHAH:D it was really fun and i guess i really learnt a lot. i mean Mr Ong really did have a lot of insights and like everything he said did really mean a lot! haha. i guess we really do have a lot of responsilbility as leaders so we have to live up to it!
do everything with our heart and have a passion for whatever you're doing!

HAHA. wednesday was a really interesting day!:D
we went to kranji war memorial, i guess it was really sad): kinda started teary a bit. i guess it was really sad like to see the tomb stones of all the soldiers that had died in the past. and the thing was, most of them were really young, or like the old ones were fathers so it was really sad seeing like all the words written by the families. some so sad that we even started tearing! its like a mixed feeling. you feel grateful for all the people who gave up their lives such that we can have a future and yet you somehow can imagine like how they may feel while going through everything and also their family.

what-so-ever its a really calm and peaceful place. totally a place to go to just think and meditate and i guess to let loose and get your life back in check. a little like how i feel about the rock at ECP i guess.

"To live in the hearts of those you love is not to die"

there was another one by the mother to her son,
"To the world you're just one person, but to me you'r the world"
its cliche yes, but i think its also the sweetest thing in the world.

hahah. then after that we had to go to causeway point and talk to random strangers! HAHAH. it was really awkward cos we had to ask if we could sit with them when there were like super a lot of seats around! HAHAHA. but i guess everyone was very nice:D didn't really manage to get a handphone number though! HAHA. i was with shaun and he had thebig plaster on his nose! hahah we found out that saying we're doing a survey does not work!!! HAHAHAH. shaun said survey and got like rejected 5 times in a row. OH WELL! hahahhaa.

so many other special memories from the camp!:D
hahahha. okay i better say it now or i won't have any time more!
HAHAH. we went to Stanfield Residence which is guess is really quite a nice place! its a hostel at bartley there quite near to SPCA! HAHHA. the best part was that THERE WAS AIR CON:D:D:D hahah. that made everything better! hehe. and then we had like a really big room, so we carried the mattress over so we had like 6 people bunking together:D
but like the 12 people came to our room too so it was like 10! and mega bridging!:D

hahaha. we had glowsticks! PRETTY PRETTY:D
haha. then at like 3.30am, we went to the guys room, then like maryanne threw the glowstick under the door and like zhen ting started scratching it! super funny! hahaha didn't really manage to scare them though!

hahaha. so many happy memories from the camp!
wheeeee... so much planning to do for IPO but i'm sure we'll do fine!:D


Credit to Mary Anne!:D

check out facebook! must go see how retarded the guys are!
they and their "boy cheer" kept doing it over and over and over again! IT WAS EMBARASSING but i guess extremely funny too!

hahaha. after IPO we went to Pastamania for lunch lunch:D heheheh. SAMANTHA I WANT THE PHOTOS:D

wheee, cell and then 6A outing tmr!:D


Y 6:46 PM

ah i'm too lazy to go and change the font size of all my posts so oh well, we have to live with this. HAHAHA. gonna post about PSLs soon! WHEE:D


Y 5:56 PM

birth of a new skin!:D
HAHHA. domo is so cute:D


Tuesday, November 17, 2009 Y 8:52 PM


hello hello!
HAHAHAHA. first day of PSL training:D
hehehe. everyone is so nice! HAHAHA. though everyone was kinda high or sleepy. either one. hah. its super funny because everyone was eating IMPACT! hahaha. lucky its sugar free mints if not we'll all have terrible sugar rushes! HAHAHAHAHA.
:D
anyway, i love 5min short PIXAR films:D
ahaha. i think that anything made by pixar is just AWESOME:D
hehehehe.

watch "Partly Cloudy" and "Boundin"
HAHAHAHA. Partly Cloudy is the cutest thing ever!:D:D:D
Mr Sheepie is cute:D:D:D


Monday, November 16, 2009 Y 1:37 AM


From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out


Y 12:13 AM

daddy asked me why i looked so depressed today.
and truly i don't know.
i guess there's just lots on my mind. i don't feel young. not at all like 15.
mummy says you know your age when you start thinking about the past instead of the future but to tell you the truth i think about the past ever so often.



i wish i was a kid again.
to return to the age where the world was pure and everyone was nice (at least you thought so). the world's too complicated. i don't think i belong much here. i fear i'm losing myself to the ways of the world. things i'm not going to be proud of.

you don't think about the world or whats going on.
ignorance really is bliss.

on a lighter note, went to watch victor victoria today with wenn wenn and sarah! HAHAHA. it was really nice i gues:D the sets were amazing, the singing really good, the dancers ever so cool and the costumes so PRETTY! HAHAHA. it was funny though because so many people in the musical were meant to be gay! HAHAH. it was a good watch! HAHAHA
thanks winnie yiyi and uncle keok ee for the tickets!:D
i want to go to Paris! someone bring me there:D


Saturday, November 14, 2009 Y 4:22 PM


SCHOOL'S OVER!

and i'm a senior:D
WHOOOO..
though hmm hmm, its rather odd.
ALMOST ALL MY JUNIORS ARE TALLER THAN ME
but thats besides the point! there's only like 3 cedarians? O:
WHAT. last year 2P alone already had like 6!

I'll Stand

You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours



Tuesday, November 10, 2009 Y 7:27 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!:D


you're 15! hehehe:D
i just read about everything that happened today! HAAHHAA
i'm so sad i wasn't there to witness it!
hahahha. anyway, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D
heehehe. i'm sure you had a blast and enjoyed yourself lots!:D
you're finally my age! and hopefully you'll reach my maturity too! HAHAHAHA.
love you dear!


Sunday, November 8, 2009 Y 5:51 PM



THIS IS DISCRIMINATION.


hahahaha.


Short people got no reason


Short people got no reason


Short people got no reason


To live



They got little eyes


They walk around


Tellin' great big lies


They got little noses


And tiny little teeth


They wear platform shoes


On their nasty little feet



Well, I don't want no short people


Don't want no short people


Don't want no short people


`Round here



Short people are just the same


As you and I(A fool such as I)


All men are brothers


Until the day they die


(It's a wonderful world)



Short people got nobody


Short people got nobody


Short people got nobody


To love



They got little baby legs


That stand so low


You got to pick em up


Just to say hello


They got little cars


That go beep, beep, beep


They got little voices


Goin' peep, peep, peep


They got grubby little fingers


And dirty little minds


They're gonna get you every time


Well, I don't want no short people


Don't want no short people


Don't want no short people


'Round here



AHAHAHA. anyway, i went to watch "this is it" yesterday!



watching everything reallly makes me realise how wasted everything was. becauase MJ really really put so much effort in order to prepare for the show! OH but you know his back-up danceers are just super super pro! HAHAH.


but you kinda realise that everyone is like sucking up to him.

its like

MJ: ......blah blah blah

Kenny Ortega: oh i agree totally MJ...



Sunday, November 1, 2009 Y 6:04 PM

hello!:D

hehehhe, i feel a lot better now:D
hahaha, so many different things happened in the span of time that i did not post! its really quite hard to try to catch up on everything! HAHA, but you know i cant seem to find my USB cable): i don't know why! if i can't find it i can't upload the photos! ):

hahaha. feeels very weird to be postng with mummy's com though! i'm not used to thetyping and everything!HAHAHA.
anyway, i got back all the results already! i must admit i feel very relieved that everything is OVER:D though it really does amaze me how people can be so smart! HAHAHA, and thus i call them GENIUSES! hahaha, and comparing yourself to them is just unfair to you! HAHA,
you can't do that to yourself for that will just make you feel sad! so yay us:D

next week is financial lit week! i hope its fun:D