hello!

i'm kinda sick. and thats a bummer:(

well, watched Hotel Rwanda today! oh my it is so sad. its a real good movie but its really like sad how so many people got killed, but also touching because we know there are such heroes in this world. haha. i cried:( hehe. jiayan was tearing with me:) haha. but the ending was hmm, odd.

hahaha. anyway after that we went to ice cream chefs! hahaha:D
i had my cookie dough with malteasers mix in:D
it totally rocked! :) hehehe.

but well, DO NOT GO TO ICE CREAM CHEFS WITH DAVID.
hahah. i don't think they like us anymore:(
well, there was me, christine, ramesh, bobo, camel and david. we sat outside and then there was seats inside so we moved in. and then david, carried to bags and then he banged into the water cooler and then BOOM. it drops on the floor. and it was like really full so the shop was like flooded. and so they had to stack up the chairs, and the tables to mop the floor. so paiseh:( hahaha. but the talking was fun:D

haha. okay can't take it, i'm sneezing like mad so ta!




i'm lost.

so many things i want to have on labour day.
1. guides!
2. 09v11!
3. 6A!
4. Volux!
5. Family!
6. TIME JUST FOR ME TO SLEEP:D

hahahahaha. ooh ohh, i think i'll end up with no. 6. hahahaha. but have to meet samantha to do sec 4 presents! EEK. but i know they will just be so beautiful! HAHA:D



hahaha.

i'm feeling better:D more happy now!
hahhaa. though mtv still gives me a headache.
HOW. it is due tomorrow! :O

hahaha. but well, i'm okay already!
had the occassional screams in class:D
anyway thank you to all those who tried to cheer me up:D
i give you a super jumbo big smile! :D HEHEHEHE (not weird noise okay)

TAGGIE REPLIES!

JIAYAN: hahah. you're welcome! and i was fun commenting:D i feel hmm, PRO! hahahah:D but whoo well done! i wish i was there to see you!

AZMI: hahaha. yes i will. thankyou:)

LORRAINE: hello! ahahaha. you sure are high today. yes yes i'm trying! :D HAHAHAHA. note to self: BE HAPPIER, LAUGH MORE, MORE CRAZY:D

LIMXI: hahahahaha. sorry but yes you have made me feel a little better. though thats bad on my part! but then again you're the naturally smart person who starts sketching his thumb during a test! but nvm, we shall jiayou together. i'm at 3 :p

HOE KANG: being emo is bad for health? hahaha. i will i will:D i can't stay sad for that long can i? HAHAH:D


sorry the blog's a little dead.

well, i've been kinda emo and also a little depressed these few days. i don't know why but i just feel i'm letting myself down. i mean, where is my 自制力! :( oh no. so i'm really just pushing and pushing homework back. and i'm doomed.

okay, no, no negative thoughts! i'm just not doing too well. and thats sad.
okay, but like i have decided that unless the gelare is on labour day if not i want to lock myself at home. i mean, there's so so much i want to do but i really don't think that it may be possible you know. oh well.

but thanks jiayan for your encouraging letter and samuel for the verse.
i'll pull through.

Isaiah 40:31
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

dawn can do it! she's stronger than that:D
hahahaha. jiayou:D

i'm up early to do physics. oh my


i'm no longer black ink deprieved!
whooo. i bought my black refills, the black mini double, and the black ZIG! HEHE. yay me!
thanks guys for the company:D

open house was great! though i kinda like spoke too fast!
a little:D
but i'm proud! well done all of us:)
hehehe. i think the seniors are all so pro!
hope to be like them in the future.

hahaha. but you know the parents asked so so many questions. like they want to know about EVERYTHING. hahaha. anyway had a good time with the mass dance and also lunch and the h2h:D

thanks all.

slightly emo now. but i should be fine:)



hahahaha. TOMORROW IS OPEN HOUSE.

i'm tired from practising so hard:(
but i think we did well since we only saw the script today! HAHAAH.

hope everything goes well tomorrow. go LA!
and everyone else! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
i'm excited. hehe.





oh my i loved YESTERDAY! i feel super cedar-rised you know:D
hahaha. love cedar! and guides oh my oh my! it was so great! and everyone was so nice. and
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm still high! it was so so fun:) hehehe.

today is table tennis and track finals! WHOO. i really hope that cedar wins! HEHEHE.
i will be high and start jumping if that happens!:D anyway congrats sec 3s! WHOO WHOO, the guides nominees are up! can't wait to like see what happens and all:D but i think i amy end up missing sec 4 farewell. thats sad :(

anyway i had a blast so thank you everyone:D
my hearts still really alive in cedar. oh my! :)

HEHE. school today was tiring. kinda. i was falling asleep:(
but its okay! dawn will stay strong! JIAYOU:D

tomorrow school's ending early! because we have to go prepare for OPEN HOUSE!
i'm so excited to see the next generation VIPERS! :D WHEE.

hahaha. if you want drop by! :D
you can find me presenting! actually don't have to be sec 2, can drop by also!
hahaha. visit me and i'll show you my class:D hehehe.



DAVID ARCHULETA

haha. i realised that i'm actually a fan.
i mean, i knew i liked him, but i am officially a FAN.
do you know that he actually has like blog skins about him and all!

i was shocked. but then again i guess its kinda expected.
hmm, but i'm not that crazy as to have him as my skin. HAHAHA. oh my.

anyway,
I DREAMT ABOUT HIM LIKE TWICE!!!

hahaha. its really funny you know and thus, it has to be written for memory sake:D

1. i was at US or something, and then we got the opportunity to be able to see him or something. and then because of something, stomach ache i think, i had to like stay in the toilet for like super long. then like all thhe other people were outside. then i come out of the toilet and find out that he's left and like i didn't manage to get his autograph or see him. and like everyone was uber happy with all their photos and autographs, and then i got depressed. HAHAHAHA.

2. hmm, some ulu place in the middle of no where. might be africa, but i don't think so. then i was like walking around and then it was said that daivd archuleta was having some meet and great session. so then i was there and i thinkk he left already so i was really sad. but then i went to macs, i clearly remember and macs and waited there for a while, then i decided to like go back so i was walking along the road and suddenly DAVID ARCHULETA steps out of the car! so then i like quickly take photos, get his autograph and i start like talking to him. hahaha. then, HE BECOMES MY FRIEND:) hahaha. and then later like all the other girls came to get his autograph, like all in one shot. i think he became my pen pal or something? haha. can't really rmb, but i got up really HAPPY! hahha :]

the end.

i think i'm doomed for lit.
hahah. chionging all the other subjects!
must be hardworking! GO DAWN:) haha. i'm drinking bubble tea now:D






POLARIOD.

dawn wants a polaroid. real real badly. AH.

give me one. please?

hahaha. chionging homework!



hahaha. YAY! justin's blog provides nice info:D




i introduce david. the tall guy=samuel

hahaha. oh and well, its SUNDAY!
rightfully i shouldn't be home but i am because i didn't go for SF.
sorry God!

anyway, tag replies! :) HEHEHHEHEHE.

CHLOE: chee yang's chinese is good? anyway, are you sure i use VS terms? oh no that is terrible. i don't get the blank;( and no i won't! i can't be bothered about chinese homework anymore. hahaha, only YOU WILL, wahahahha:)

AZMI: haha. don't need to remind me

SHIRLENE: yes! i do feel a little distant! HAHHA. looking forward to june:D but but but, we must meet earlier! CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY!!! :) hehehehhe. miss you too:) and YAY 2P chalet:)

HOE KANG: hahah. okay? :)

REB: haha. kay thanks! :D



oh gosh i'm tired!

hahaha. and yet there's loads of work to do:( and later there's family gathering!
daniels 1st year celebration! he's so cute:D HAHAHAHA.

well, yesterday was good! hmm, school was as usual, haha but there was BIO TEST! which was like really scaring and hmm, kinda hard. but my table was very fun!:D though i had like two super pro people beside me. hahaha. camel started like sharpening his pencil, then was like happily sketching his thumb while i was so hard thinking, and then justin just kept writing and writing and writing! it was so stressful:(

haha. so anyway after bio test we went all the way to marina square! :D we were like gonna watch a movie or like bowl but in the end because there was a waiting list we didn't bowl. HAHAh. i really wanted to you know! show my pro-ness. hahahaha. not really but BOWLING IS FUN:) hahaha. but then we like went to KFC to eat and talk:D hehe. there was: me, lou, ram, camel, daivd, justin, bobo, marcus, samuel and clara! ahhaha, it was nice having lunch! hahaha. but the guys decided that they wanted to dao me except for bobo and camel and samuel because he was stealing my fries. hahaha. david can't dao at all. he gives that face. hahaha. but that was evil, it was sad you know, had like so little people to talk to! DEPRESSION :( HAHA. then i was called "empty chair" hahaha. and then they were like taking weird photos and all. YAY:D

then like because of the wonderful idea of ramesh, we went to like the top of marina? to supposedly see some view. which there was none. then we like wasted our time there and like walked around. and then we were so so so gonna take such a wonderful photo but then camel knocked his head while doing a headstand:( and then we realised that there was this guy spying at us with a binoculus. (?) yeah. creepy much!

so after that we were a little late so walked all the way to suntec only to find that we couldn't fit in suntec so we had to go all the way to cityhall. RUN RUN RUN through citylink. it was cool, but like not exactly very pleasant counting that our bags were like HEAVY. we got pang seihed so it was like lou, me, clara, justin, bobo and ramesh left. we got off at eunos then walked all the way to far far bus stop only for like 55 not to come. then we meet the weird guy who keep asking us questions. like "why never go to work?" oh he very rich. "what school you from?" st pats st pats. then he was like ooh. " how old are you?" 16 16! oh i 15. "where you live?" jurong, woodlands, marsling, jurong! HAHAH. it was like a little creepy! but we were laughing like mad. hahaha. then we thought we would be late for the chinese drama so we cabbed! and got off right at the PT. like VIP you know! we all came out of the taxi. hahaha:)

meet the rest:D thanks for helping us book seats jiayan, lor, blenda and hong lan:) the chinese drama was like super pro! and the props and costumes were super good. only that i happened to not understand a thing due to my standard. haha. but it was fun! went home really late! was tired. HAHA:D but yay thanks everyone for a great day.

okay i hope i didn't miss out anything. well, my post is like really long! oh no, so much work to do:(
nvm, FLOORBALL TODAY WAS FUN!
but like we played with the J2 girls who were super pro. so it was like RUN RUN RUN, MARK MARK MARK! but YAY i think we did well:D hahaha. after that went for lunch at macs:) bryan is a cheese burger stealer! :(

okay, i'm done:D
YAY ME:)



i'm traumatised much.

:O

hahaha. had wonderful jap yakiniku for lunch:)

and well, i have to study.

bio test tomorrow. EEK.

good luck though everyone:D also there's the like compulsory drama tomorrow!

okay you know now i must say hello to like mu yao everytime i see him. must open eyes big big!
yesterday i got "dawn hope bird shits on you" then today i got "i hate you". BOO. i'm sad! HAHAHA. so well got to go and like LOOK OUT!

anyway still dao-ing the evils. i'm sorry but it must be done.



ooh!

i think this is like the first time i've ever been home so early! and my is cool!
HAHAHA.

well, dawn's doomed. chinese teacher said i got like 30+/100 for my chinese test:(
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm sad. but well, it doesn't matter anymore!
we'll all work hard together:) there are quite a lot that failed:(
hahah. but somehow i've got over it! no more negative thinking!

happy thought happy thoughts!
i liked civics:D the cards i got made me very happy:)
thanks so much friends! you made my day:D ooh, the letters tooo.

well, school's been a little of a challenge, like i'm not exactly getting whatever is said and all.
so i'm like HUH. and even when i hear it i don't rmb it. i found out that like loads and loads of people have tuition :O but its so restricting i don't see how i can survive with it! :O hahaha.

okay, have to chiong! there's geog test tomorrow! :O
must do super well. please...
but i'm just gonna relax a little little while. just a few games:D HEHE.
no more. i will be disciplined! HAHA. WORK!

anyway, natasha i'm thinking of you!
your syf must have been great! :D sry i kinda thought today was the 13th!
hahaa. but nvm, YAY DEAR I KNOW IT WENT WELL:)

tomorrow class is going to to EMPTY.
and like really quiet, gonna be stuck with the guys again. but at least i have hong lan! :)
HAHAHA.

to dancers:

ahahahha, ALL THE BEST MY FRIENDS!
seeing all of you working so hard just for tomorrow really makes me feel so proud of all of you! as a non-dancer i can see the amount of hard work you put in so i really really hope it goes well!
do your absolute best for tomorrow! HAHAHA. i hope its your "peak" JIAYOU AND IMAGINE ME CHEERING FOR YOU! you'll do great:D



YAY.

i wonder why but i am somehow in a better mood! hahahaha:) YAY me and everyone around me! because i spread my happiness around:D WHOO. hahahaha. okay, kinda high. i've yet to think about work! so yeah you get what i mean:) hehehe. reading natasha's blog gives me great joy! she posts regularly! hahahaha. and she happens to raise nice conversations that occurred in the day! :) HAHAH.

i've no time to post about like good friday but it was lots and lots of fun! :D visit hoekang's and natasha's blogs for more details:D

haha. but things to NOTE.
1. bowling with your handphone in your hand works well!
2. however, do not put it in your pocket
3. hahaha. do not talk on the phone while bowling!

you know thats how i got the like double gutter!
me: mummy! you made me get lonkang (is this how you spell it?)
mummy: why you go talk to me while bowling. you can tell me to wait or call me back
me: nvm, la. but see you make me get gutter!
mummy: aiyoh don't talk to you, you will also get gutter one.
me: no lor! i got strike on my first bowl okay! STRIKE.

hahaha, so take note! DAWN GOT A STRIKE ON HER FIRST BOWL!
WHOOOOOOOOOO.....................


natasha!

haha. and now, the journey.

oh my! HAHAHA. look at my score! i love this photo. MUHAHAHAHAHHA.

still leading:)

no longer leading:(

third. hahaha:D at least i beat hoe kang! :D

okay thats all:)
hahaha. if you're feeling down or sad or just plain emo,

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!
and smile:D because you're loved:)



hello friends:)

haha. dawn's in deep trouble. i wonder why she's posting.

i blame the fashion game! i keep playing it okay:( for like 5+ hours over the weekend.

i'm so dead. anyway whoo, school tomorrow!

put an end to the evil homework!

but oh no, lit task on tue, geog test on wed and bio test on friday!

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

i think i stress myself.

HAHA.

oh well, tag replies! :)

Chloe: hahaha, YES! chloe isn't exactly the dear type. haha. anyway good for you:D you should feel honoured! HAHA. and chloe, i'm not going to get a bf any time in the future in case you want to know. and no, i have not asked about hong yi whoever he is.

Azmi: nothing to be proud off! really you're scary. and sorry! but i'm not rough. i'm like super nice and gentle:D hahaha.

Zi han: haha. super free person! i'll post soon don't worry! i like the photo a lot too! HAHA. and and and, you must go and tell nursabrina you know me okay! :D

NOORUL: haha. but you've lost your voice for so long? oh my that is scary! HAHAHA. cannot imagine you with mr chai voice! oh my will be so funny! haha. you must call me so i can talk to you and get heart attack! HAHA:) anyway get well okay! you need your old voice back:D



boom. dawn's dead.

she's dying.

haha.

well, today's good friday! had a lot of fun:)
thank you natasha, hoe kang, chan an, zi han and xue yi:D



i'm drowning in work.

oh well.

but nvm, go dawn!

haha. and jiayou everyone else too!

we'll work hard together:D

haha. we pro!!!

wheeee.......

gonna meet 6A tomorrow!

i'm excited!

can't believe the week has passed so fast!

its like everyweek you're looking forward to the weekend, and when it comes, you don't enjoy it because you have so much work. then you're relieved its over when the week starts again. but then there's work and you look forward to the weekend. the cycle repaeats over and over again you know. haha. but still the weekend's great i guess it gives me time to BREATHE and like thing through the whole week and whats wrong and what i can do. i'm worried for myself. but i know i can do it.


dig dig dig dig

oops. look at the pain :(

hahah. JIAYAN and LOU so cute! hahaha
awww.


"my lord knows the way"
god guide me:)





hahahahaha.
i didn't care! went to watch DAVID ARCHULETA yesterday!
oh my gosh he sings so so wonderful:) and he is way cuter real life!!!!
HAHA. i was like seriously high running around the mall! HAHAHAH. and like we were screaming like mad! you know the best view we had was on the escalator! hehehe.
its a long long story! but YAY the whole day was so fun! thank you so much natasha and hoe kang:) haha. and sorry wen xin dear! :(


oh well, about today i'm pitfalling into DEPRESSION.
the chinese test was terrible. absolutely horrendous.
i'm gonna fail since i totally didn't know anything nor did i manage to complete the paper. sigh.
me and chloe agreed that we'll be happy with likt at least 30. but then again i'm doubting that too.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i feel so sad for myself. why can't i do chinese?
i keep letting myself down i'm sad. sad. sad.
ah sheesh. i doing badly in like every single subject! i don't know, i don't want that to happen and that can't happen! i really can't take it anymore. i fear i may break.








oh well.
i'm gonna forget about it.
i will. thats not gonna bother me.
i'm just gonna try my best to work hard:)
JIAYOU DAWN!!!

i need to make it. i need too!
i can do it:)

okay, i will cheer myself up!
be happy dawn.
oh ya, i cried:( TWICE. chinese really just lets me down:(
but thank you hong lan, and bobo, and like ramesh for getting me tissue.
HAHAHA. thanks friends:) i'll be strong. i will.

i'm taking a breather now! :)
but i'll soon have to get to work:( WHERE HAS MY CHILDHOOD GONE?
at least good friday is coming soon! meeting 6A:D

hehe. TO END THE DRY SPELL:)

stick this face okay! since i didn't manage to get it! HAHAHA


ah sheesh. i can't upload my phone photos! till another day.
jiayou dawn:D you can do it.

AHAHAHAHA. and you know what? i realised i am a DAVID ARCHULETA fan! haha:0



luo ting!

today was well, good i guess:)

hahaha. class was alright and all. HAHA. but PE was the best:)
hahaha. sorry sorry sorry BOBO that i kind of insulted you such that it led to you feeling insecure and sad. i can still imagine the sadness in your eyes! i'm very very sorry! forgive me:) and okay, since david made me feel guilty, sorry too david.

so, back to PE!
can you believe that dawn scored the only shot! WHOO.
hahaha. became to high. haha. though it was like only tyco, but still! :D hehe. i so pro!
haha, everyone couldn't believe it! HEHE

anyway,
DAVID ARCHULETA IS IN SINGAPORE!!!
that makes me so so high!
haha. i really want want want to go, but, I HAVE THE TERRIBLE CHINESE TEST ON WEDNESDAY! argh, i don't know what to do! its like probably the only chance in my whole life to be able to see him LIVE! gosh. but i mean, i can't sacrifice my like results can i?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

anyway, i bought my beautiful stick today:)
YAY all of us who went to buy our sticks! i love mine:D though i have to admit it was a little costly:( EEK. but still, i love it!
haha. thank you sabrina:D

okay, well, i have loads of work. gosh.
i'm so scared! and the thing is i don't really have the time to sit down and really really sort our my thoughts! :(
but its okay! HAHA. dawn can do it!
jiayou:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

and i noticed that i'm having like a photo dry spell!
haven't really been taking too many photos lately:(
thats so so sad. but still, i'll upload the photos soon! :D after wednesday:D



i'm officially tired:(

photos will come another day.

here's to luo ting:
GET WELL DEAR!
we're all so worried for you.
stay stong my hoola mate:D love you.
though you're probably not gonna see this, i'm praying for you!



i'm in a fairly good mood now!
hahaha. HAPPINESS.
the emo phase is officially over ain't i glad! :D

haha. though i feel better that still doesn't stop the work from coming.
so i guess i'm DROWNING in work as usual. haha. but its okay!
dawn, you can do it! HAHA:)

but well, i feel that i have aged.
i mean like i've become so so old suddenly.
my childhood's slipping away and times passing so fast!
oh well. thats being a student in singapore.

anyway had the chem museum today! i really seriously hope that we did well.
i need to pull up my like chem grade seriously! GO GO GO!
hahahaha:D