life's been "meh"

i don't know, here comes another fairly emo post.
hahaha. well, i got back like chem, maths and chinese review test results back and they were real bummers. not that i'm like incredibly unhappy with them, but just that i'm overcome with disappointment. i don't believe that my life is just about studies and results but it seems like ever since i've came to Vj, it is a very big part.

Ah well. i've got to move on from the bad experiences to come back even stronger. but i'm really really scared you know. i just realised, how can you ever be assured that what you have done is enough? you can't. you just got to try and try and do your best. jiayou:)

everytime i go to church, i feel more connected to god. its as though through the week i just push god aside. with so mnay things to do, and things on my mind, i can't manage.

next week is Indiventure week! i hope it'll be fun:D a breather to the usual "mark orientated schooL". its not graded:D hehe. i'm doing where's wally and my group seems fun too so i'm looking forward to it:D HEHE.

hmm, updates on the week:D
tuesday was awesome:) met up with alex, mel and sam! hahaha. it was so much fun! can't post the photos though because my usb cable and phone don't seem to like each other ):

wednesday
BIG BIG BLOW. eek. chinese is to hard for me.

thursday!
haha. had my first dance elective session. hahaha, everyone seems to still be rather shocked that i'm doing dance. i'm really shocked myself. hahaha. but my reason, "i was possessed". but i guess it wasn't so bad. haha. though surrounded by my friends that just kept laughing and were so eager to see my dance, and my other really really pro friends in dance, it was okay:D haha. like louisa kept trying to look at me while like doing stretching. haha.

friday
i can't remember. oh yes i do. so happy chinese project is finally over! i just hope that it was okay and our group did well because i seriously need it to pull up my chinese. if not there's a really high chance that i'll fail. and that kinda sucks ): happily bridged:D hehe.

and that's all.
Please give me the strength God to do what i may think is impossible.
i seem more emo and down these days. haha. need to get back to my happy and perky self:) ah. i really don't want to get anymore tests back ):