hahaha.
i just realised that my previous post really didn't make any sense. OHWELL.

but still i'm scared. my chest is heavy. my heart beats so fast. my hands are all jittery.

PURE PURE SCARED.
i don't know i'm so worried that i'll fail everything.
i wonder if my concepts have always been so bad, or that i just can't seem to get it right these days. i don't know.

i try to be positive and look on the bright side. i do! i really really do. its just that, its hard to find a bright side. i feel stressed, so i go and play games, then i waste my time, then i feel even more stressed cos there's so much to do. its a never ending cycle of STRESS NESS. but i know things will be alright!:D

God is with me. i just need to be able to carry on and have hope. jiayou:D

thankyou alex for all your nice and encouraging words. you're awesome:D:D:D

hahahaha. okay, but i shall not make you all feel depressed!
no no. my blog should not make anyone feel sad okay! so all of you must still stay happy:D

after all, we're all in this together:D