haahaha.
i've been gone for so long its shocking!
HAHAHAHA. but anyway, things been great! a week full of fun and laughter!
but i'm too lazy to really like go and feel in the details on anything! ah well, all will come soon!:D



HAHAHAHAHA.
i feeel so so strong about my passion. i don't know, its like everytime i go to made with love i get a burst of emotion. i know that's what i want to do but i know i'm not good in now. (just for now i hope) i want it. i want it so bad! haahaha. if you know me well enough, you'll know my dream. hahaha. yesterday chloe asked me what so many of you asked me. why i bothered working so hard and putting so much emphasis on my studies if like owning a shop or like just going into crafts was all i wanted to do. i don't know the answer i guess. but i believe its because i'm scared. i'm scared to risk in all and just put all my eggs in one basket. i always want as many opportunities that i can have. AH WELL. dawn's following lorraine and embarking on her "SAVE MONEY" campaign! hahahaha. i want to save save save so that i can go out, and buy my things! to be able to start on my creations and to see myself grow and learn!



i've been reading all the profiles and seeing like people's work and all. EVERYTHING IS SO MAGICAL this world that i am surrounded by everytime i enter the shop. its so different its hard to explain how much it means. hahaha. still haven't found someone to be my buddy yet though! HAHAHA. no one really is able to want to stay in the shop as much as i want to all go around and travel so far and so many places just for things like i want to. but its okay i guess i don't mind myself being alone. i♥scrapbooking. i just wish i could start doing it.



hahahaha. thanks for all the awesome memories! HEHE. i don't think i'll post about anything here! HAHHA. its going in dawn's diary! hahah.




thanks so much for always being there! HAHAHA:D
you'll get your awesome present soon! hehe:D
yesterday was loads of fun so thankyou!:D:D:D