Monday, November 16, 2009 Y 12:13 AM

daddy asked me why i looked so depressed today.
and truly i don't know.
i guess there's just lots on my mind. i don't feel young. not at all like 15.
mummy says you know your age when you start thinking about the past instead of the future but to tell you the truth i think about the past ever so often.



i wish i was a kid again.
to return to the age where the world was pure and everyone was nice (at least you thought so). the world's too complicated. i don't think i belong much here. i fear i'm losing myself to the ways of the world. things i'm not going to be proud of.

you don't think about the world or whats going on.
ignorance really is bliss.

on a lighter note, went to watch victor victoria today with wenn wenn and sarah! HAHAHA. it was really nice i gues:D the sets were amazing, the singing really good, the dancers ever so cool and the costumes so PRETTY! HAHAHA. it was funny though because so many people in the musical were meant to be gay! HAHAH. it was a good watch! HAHAHA
thanks winnie yiyi and uncle keok ee for the tickets!:D
i want to go to Paris! someone bring me there:D